this is where you find yourself

i guess it comes to this

sometimes

(tho’ what this is, i couldn’t quite say)

714 unpublished blog posts (to  407 published—and the last published post was ONE in the 2016 TWO in 2015 and so on, and so on, and so on)

so much for writing

can’t say i’ve done much other writing either

at least half my life is over

and i’m not entirely happy with  the turn of things

so every night i vow to wake up and try

and sometimes i do

a little

and mostly 

i don't

and then i find myself in the same place all over again